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Btw the jap songs.. all love songs.. cept 'happybirthdaytome' <br><br> <center><p style="visibility:visible;"><object type="application/x-shockwave-flash" data="http://assets.myflashfetish.com/swf/mp3/mp-sk.swf" height="180" width="400" style="width:400px;height:180px"><param name="movie" value="http://assets.myflashfetish.com/swf/mp3/mp-sk.swf" /><param name="quality" value="high" /><param name="scale" value="noscale" /><param name="salign" value="TL" /><param name="wmode" value="transparent"/><param name="flashvars" value="myid=25228324&path=2009/07/13&mycolor=050505&mycolor2=383737&mycolor3=db1111&autoplay=true&rand=1&f=4&vol=100&pat=16&grad=true&ow=400&oh=180"/></object><br><a href="http://www.mixpod.com/playlist/25228324" target="_blank"><img src="http://assets.myflashfetish.com/images/get-tracks.gif" title="Get Music Tracks!" style="border-style:none;" alt="Music"></a><a href="http://www.mixpod.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://assets.myflashfetish.com/images/make-own.gif" title="Create A Playlist!" style="border-style:none;" alt="Playlist"></a><br /><a href="http://mixpod.com">Music Playlist</a> at <a href="http://mixpod.com">MixPod.com</a></p></center> <br> <br> <div class="head"><b>CHATTER<br></div><br></b> <p align="right">TAG PEOPLE!~<br>  <div id="cboxdiv" style="text-align: center; line-height: 0"> <div><iframe frameborder="0" width="160" height="305" src="http://www2.cbox.ws/box/?boxid=1635419&boxtag=gljw0b&sec=main" marginheight="2" marginwidth="2" scrolling="auto" allowtransparency="yes" name="cboxmain" style="border:#FFFFFF 1px solid;" id="cboxmain"></iframe></div> <div><iframe frameborder="0" width="160" height="75" src="http://www2.cbox.ws/box/?boxid=1635419&boxtag=gljw0b&sec=form" marginheight="2" marginwidth="2" scrolling="no" allowtransparency="yes" name="cboxform" style="border:#FFFFFF 1px solid;border-top:0px" id="cboxform"></iframe></div> </div>  <div class="head"><b>CRAVINGS<br></div><br></b> <p align="right"> I WANT FABLE 2!!!(got it and finished)<br> Good results (NADA) <br> happy life..(NADA)<br> a nice girl to share my life with (put off till further notice)<br> ;(<br> If you ever want something, you gotta work for it, and not expect someone to drop it on you.<br> </p> <div class="head"><b>LiNKS<br></div><br></b> <p align="right"> <a href="http://www.friendster.com/superflymiser.com/">My Friendster</a><br> <a href="http://www.bakaa-keke.blogspot.com/">Aries. Bakakeke!</a><br> <a href="http://www.allstar-allied.blogspot.com/"> Azam; floorballer </a><br> <a href="http://www.itsablogspotdotcom.blogspot.com"> Bec;The death defiant</a><br> <a href="http://myunknown-blog.blogspot.com"> Berlinda ze'unknown'?</a><br> <a href="http://www.break-this-record.blogspot.com/"> Cadet Benjamin XD </a><br> <a href="http://calyn-n.blogspot.com/"> Calyn ClassMatey </a><br> <a href="http://www.b00ya.blogspot.com/">Celine;Booyaz! </a><br> <a href="http://www.stupid-unicorns.blogspot.com/">Charlene;Chachambo.</a><br> <a href="http://www.gans-th-addicted.blogspot.com/">Charlene, faiz's god mei</a><br> <a href="http://www.princess-eme-eternity-swirl.blogspot.com">Emelyne</a><br> <a href="http://princesslovespurple.blogspot.com">Ena; lil princess</a><br> <a href="http://degrimmreaper.blogspot.com/">Faizal metal bro, ex tution and one of the 3 musketeers bro </a><br> <a href="http://www.pansypuddy.blogspot.com/">Frans</a><br> <a href="http://experiencesfromastrangeworld.blogspot.com/"> G choik primary sch buddy</a><br> <a href="http://celestialmoments.blogspot.com/">Hafizam;Blackie</a><br> <a href="http://jewels094.blogspot.com">Jasmine;jaspiggy</a><br> <a href="http://www.fated-love.blogspot.com/">JiaLing</a><br> <a href="http://asweetbumblebee.blogspot.com/">My darlin lil sis jacq. </a><br> <a href="http://www.ice-s-cream.blogspot.com">Jazlyn</a><br> <a href="http://www.masked-for-life.blogspot.com/">Jin Chen;lamer</a><br> <a href="http://thatsmil-e.blogspot.com/">Jonie</a><br> <a href="http://www.starsandstoneroses.blogspot.com/">LiLing!PriSchoolMate</a><br> <a href="http://lovelife-justniico.blogspot.com/">Nata de nico!</a><br> <a href="http://www.mysecret-stories.blogspot.com/">Sarah</a><br> <a href="http://ladeee-freak.blogspot.com/">Shahridah red cross healer</a><br> <a href="http://shatterednhurt.blogspot.com/"> Shazlia emo rocker</a><br> <a href="http://www.iwrestledyourmomonce.com/">Sufyan bro / buddy </a><br> <a href="http://www.nightkidinthedark.blogspot.com">Vincent;xiao bin</a><br> <a href="http://actoninstinct.livejournal.com">YouJin Or Eugene ^^ </a><br> <a href="http://thesmilingbaker.blogspot.com/">Ziyi; le lone baker</a><br> <div class="head"><b>My recoomended funny vids!<br></div><br></b> <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/AWIOKFsWtCI&hl=en&fs=1&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/AWIOKFsWtCI&hl=en&fs=1&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> The grind 1 pt 1 <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Ealfr5_jWgs&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x3a3a3a&color2=0x999999&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/Ealfr5_jWgs&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x3a3a3a&color2=0x999999&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> The grind 1 pt 2 <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/3ThL3iPoRc8&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x234900&color2=0x4e9e00&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/3ThL3iPoRc8&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x234900&color2=0x4e9e00&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> The grind 2 pt 1 <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/pl-XP6o8oOw&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0xe1600f&color2=0xfebd01&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/pl-XP6o8oOw&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0xe1600f&color2=0xfebd01&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> The grind 2 pt 2 <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/FvPbxZmZxZ8&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x2b405b&color2=0x6b8ab6&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/FvPbxZmZxZ8&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x2b405b&color2=0x6b8ab6&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> History of the F word <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/DiSSk2tSq7U&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0xcc2550&color2=0xe87a9f&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/DiSSk2tSq7U&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0xcc2550&color2=0xe87a9f&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> Fable 2 demo <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/r-FkwA8A_JI&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x402061&color2=0x9461ca&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/r-FkwA8A_JI&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x402061&color2=0x9461ca&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> Fable 2 gameplay <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/HVGQIkYN2uI&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x5d1719&color2=0xcd311b&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/HVGQIkYN2uI&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x5d1719&color2=0xcd311b&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> Halo theme guitar 3 expert mode <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/lZ-p4Q9W-qg&hl=en&fs=1&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/lZ-p4Q9W-qg&hl=en&fs=1&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> Lorraine goes to the dentist. very funny <br> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1zCrpzpV2e0 <br> This is a link to a damn nice mini series of bmw driving with Clive Owen as the driver and stuff. this vid his handless drift is like. omg.. <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/KA2B5X0LhMY&hl=en&fs=1&rel=0&color1=0x3a3a3a&color2=0x999999&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/KA2B5X0LhMY&hl=en&fs=1&rel=0&color1=0x3a3a3a&color2=0x999999&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> Check out the moon walk. its OMGish <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/wSfA66AlS3Q&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x2b405b&color2=0x6b8ab6&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/wSfA66AlS3Q&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x2b405b&color2=0x6b8ab6&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> Funny skit by mad tv. really must watch. here pussy pussy pussy!^^ <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/NOGtJECW4pk&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x006699&color2=0x54abd6&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/NOGtJECW4pk&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x006699&color2=0x54abd6&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> sex face.. lols. <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/ZKslDLPpp34&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x234900&color2=0x4e9e00&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/ZKslDLPpp34&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x234900&color2=0x4e9e00&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> French beat boxer Joseph part 1 <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/APMxJz1f4Sc&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x3a3a3a&color2=0x999999&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/APMxJz1f4Sc&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x3a3a3a&color2=0x999999&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> French beat boxer joseph Part 2 <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/tn1pFTiaDdg&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x3a3a3a&color2=0x999999&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/tn1pFTiaDdg&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x3a3a3a&color2=0x999999&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> French beat boxer joseph part 3 <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/T-TA57L0kuc&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x234900&color2=0x4e9e00&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/T-TA57L0kuc&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x234900&color2=0x4e9e00&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> Funny live video of the famous "internet is for porn" <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" 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shang talked to me after school, i told her i wanna give up. <br /><br />she gave a lecture on how i should'nt , or at least give it my best shot.<br /><br />I told her, what if my best shot is'nt good enough..<br /><br />She says, Least you can rest well knowing it was your best shot..<br /><br /><br />Its times like this that i really think, im the stupidest person in the whole world..<br />I dont think im smart. I thought I had common sense. guess i did'nt after all..<br /><br />I dont know why. WHY . cant i fucking do my work. i sit on the table. i off my com.<br /><br />end up i read some comics i read a billion times before or fiddle with something OR space out for like 3 hours.<br /><br />I lie to my self. unconsiously. I want myself to know. why am i so lazy. i dont know. i need help. but who can help. guess those who said they'll help wont help. <br /><br />No one can help you but yourself. says people and even god himself. its times like this when i tell those people to screw yourself. why? because i cant. my willpower is so lousy and small. that when i these kinda problems.. i dont even know how to solve it...<br /><br />im going to go melt some rubber band.<br /><br />Onto my arm. its going to say. wake the hell up.<div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div></font><br> <div align="left"><b><center>7/15/2009 04:33:00 PM</b></center> </div></font> <p> <div class="entrieshead"><b>Tuesday, July 14, 2009</b></div> </font><br> <font size="1" color="white"><div style="clear:both;"></div>OMG. GUESS WHAT<br /><br />IM FRIGGIN BORED. ARG.<br /><br />AND I CANT SEEM TO DO MY HOMEWORK.<br /><br />WHY<br /><br />i cant help it. i stare at my work for a few minuites. then.. i just.. look and wander somewhere else. I TELL YOU YOU STAPLE MY BUTT I'LL GET UP AND RUN WITH IT. <br /><br />help....><<div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div></font><br> <div align="left"><b><center>7/14/2009 03:27:00 PM</b></center> </div></font> <p> <div class="entrieshead"><b>Monday, July 13, 2009</b></div> </font><br> <font size="1" color="white"><div style="clear:both;"></div>Hey people . omg i seriously need to blog . <br />I got lazy again. haha ps.<br /><br />Okay some stuff happened and i'll try to remember best i can.<br /><br />Back a while. Andrew kept wanting me to follow him go to some tamiya car shopp near geylang. then i boliao dun wan go. then eventually.. one day i go. he force me skip remedial etc to go. damn guilty. then . we went his house by bus first. then we took another bus to go to the shop. wa liao the ride damn long sia. >< iphone also running outta batt. so cannot play/listen music. <br />]<br />Finally half an hour later we reached. still need walk to the place. by then im upset. so i kept to myself and kept thinking on how to turn a tamya car to a death threat. hahahahs. i thought of a small flame thrower.. a switch off-er, etc. haha fun.<br /><br />oKay in the shop we browse browse and got out. i was like. WHAT THE HELL we went all that way to come here and i dont even have money to buy the damn thing. and andrew was like. aiyo. you kno what is window shoppin mah. <br /><br />we took a bus ride to geylang cuz andrew said wan go find something to eat and look for his uncle's shopp . Whole bus ride i was scolding him and telling him that window shopping was so friggin useless cuz its like tempting us and we dont even have the money. got the money liao then maybe sold out..T.T... so its like a waste of time. ah well moving on.<br /><br />WA LIAO i hate geylang or gay liang or w/e man. we walked like 4 km there. all around. looking for the shop. just to say hi to andrew's auntie in the end . i was soo pissed cuz i was also carrying my bag. which was about 12 kg heavy. ( i measured ) hehe.<br /><br />at the end of it. my shoes were visibily worn. and i was sweating like hell.. we had no money. and i was so pissed i wanted to stab andrew with durians. <br /><br />We walked.. and we walked.. in the hot blazing sun.. until eventually a miraculous sight greeted us.. a mrt station. haha we ran into it. and went to bugis. we stayed there for a while walking around.. playing with the foutain. ( i pinned andrew near the fountain, we mostly dared each other to run through it. he got wet on both occasions and i did'nt!) and we went to the games room to watch people. no money.. >< <br /><br />finally my mum came and saved us. woohoo. <br /><br />okay now recently. andrew's been bringing me to his church. first to a performance. and some dude pastor or something kinda persuaded me to go again the next day. a sunday. it was kinda fun. meeting new people. all were really nice. i liked shopping for the clothing. I got the hat i wanted. so happy! hahahs. (flat cap) and i posted a picture of andrew in his formals. WAH PURPLE SO GHEY. hahhaha. ><<br /><br />church was fun. maybe i'll keep going.. i just dont like the singing and reflecting and stuff. makes me all warm and fuzzy... i hate that. i hate fuzzy. i like warm. it makes me uncomfortable. i dont know why.. >< ah well. <br /><br />OH yeah today. i dinna go school. BECAUSE. THERS some people living in my comdo that we sometimes park in the lots in their area because no more lots arh. then really no choice wad i gotta go school and we gotta park near. hahahs. for people who kno . its block 22. okay then when in the morning we come back. we'll see the wipers up as a warning. bloody hell. we never paid much attention to it. eventually...<br /><br />today.. the bloody idiot let out all the air in the tires on the left side. when we drove to the front of the condo in the morning i told my mum to go check it out. wa really no air. lucky i heard the funny flapping sound... its like......flap....flap...flap (oh hey we're reaching a turn.!) flapflapflapflapflap...flap..flap... ITS JUST LIKE THAT. SHESH.<br /><br />mum went to complain later. could'nt find a taxi at main road. SO I DID TRY TO GO TO SCHOOL. i was kinda pissed but happy because i did'nt do my homework. hehe.:3 <br /><br />anyways i had to fill the tire with air again with my bicycle pump. wa liao it was in the afternoon then.. >< went back in the morning to catch more zzzs.. just now went to amk polyclinic to get mc. TWO DAYS BITCHES. WOOHOO. will do homework later. and tomorrow. i think homework tonight n dnt tomorrow. ah well.. <br /><br />well. that happened to me.. and currently. i've been wondering about my friends.. are they really my friends.. like.. they accompany me and stuff. they talk to me at times and stuff. but will they stand up for me if anything happens.? yeah i swear honestly if you guys have like a fight i swear i'll pop in and help. (not the other party) hehe. but i'll help you. if thers a life n death situation like pushing you outta the way of a car i swear i'll do it cuz i kno my life has not as much as a impact as yours. (no pun intended) anyways.. my friends. told me to look and see whos the real friend around me. but.. no matter how many times they said they'll offer their help. they dont really help when i need it... >< <br /><br />its times. like this. when i lay back on my bed. think. and just cover my face with a pillow and shout. FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck....<div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div></font><br> <div align="left"><b><center>7/13/2009 05:09:00 PM</b></center> </div></font> <p> <div class="entrieshead"><b>Tuesday, June 30, 2009</b></div> </font><br> <font size="1" color="white"><div style="clear:both;"></div>my dad jus sent me this sms a while ago. i've been getting these.. this is<br /><br />just the latest..<br /><br />"How are you? Readmitted to hospital. My small intestine burst as a result of last operation and liquid came out from my surgery cut. Now fasting and living on IV drip. Weight 82kg now , down from 92 . HOw's school etc.."<br /><br />His last sms was on how he jus came out of another op.. showing a picture of his stomache..<div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div></font><br> <div align="left"><b><center>6/30/2009 10:26:00 PM</b></center> </div></font> <p> <div class="entrieshead"><b>Monday, June 29, 2009</b></div> </font><br> <font size="1" color="white"><div style="clear:both;"></div>Well its the first day of school again and it was.<br /><br />O.K<br /><br />nearly k.o ed me..<br /><br />yea that was kiiinda lame.. haha.. ><<br /><br />So it was a normal and fine school day. came to school reading my awesome story book.. in fact most of the time. Heard about normal school conflicts again and realised wooboy. im home. <br /><br />Yeap.. it was pretty boring. hardly any lessons. good for reading. paid attention when there was. poa. actually. ss and phy i was elsewhere in my mind.. poa actually i dozed off for like 5 mins .. kinda weird. i was sitting behind my friend, leon. poking him with my left hand and suddenly i fell on my table unconsious. my hand still on his shoulder.. i woke up. ms shang still discussing the same paragraph.. and my arm still on his shoulder.. lols<br /><br />he turned around and was like. HEY. dinna kno you were sleepin.. lols. <br /><br /><br />yeah and after school went pp . emelyne was telling me how she was to give reccomendations on scholar ships for IT thingies. and i really really want that offer. so i told her and shes like.. ookay~ . oh well.<br /><br />went pp. talked with the group at the food court. thenw ent to by bubble tea.. came back downstairs shortly after only to have half the group leave to the shops.. becks. agnes and me were left.<br /><br />Becks was talking to her friend disturbing me about cheyyenne. (dunno how to spell )kinda annoying but im okay with it. disturbing me the.. wrong way.. like how'd you rub a cat the wrong way >< kinda gross thinking about it. no offense. anyways. <br /><br />agnes and i was jus listening to songs totally bored. we listened to some song and was head banging for no reason. acting spastic. making becks laugh.. haha. was fun..<br /><br />then later we all went home and here i am typing.<br /><br />currento plan-o : Blog finitio , sms friends. bathe. nap. do homework. .. i think i'll do homework before nap for a peace of mind. woohoo. <br /><br />randolph, out. >< totally no fun factor 'ere. im sapped out myself. jus giving updates. trying not to be lazy factor is working good.. choosing things to do at the right time.. . eh. not so well.<div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div></font><br> <div align="left"><b><center>6/29/2009 05:05:00 PM</b></center> </div></font> <p> <br> <font size="1" color="white"><div style="clear:both;"></div>BTW. thanks liyana for being a great friend<br /><br />and an available help of course. i'll be using your help shortly of course. GIVE ME YOUR BRAIN OR ELSE. I'LL .. I'LL . <br /><br />SUCK IT WITH A STRAW THROUGH YOUR EAR OR SOMETHING. 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