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Btw the jap songs.. all love songs.. cept 'happybirthdaytome' <br><br> <center><p style="visibility:visible;"><object type="application/x-shockwave-flash" data="http://assets.myflashfetish.com/swf/mp3/mp-sk.swf" height="180" width="400" style="width:400px;height:180px"><param name="movie" value="http://assets.myflashfetish.com/swf/mp3/mp-sk.swf" /><param name="quality" value="high" /><param name="scale" value="noscale" /><param name="salign" value="TL" /><param name="wmode" value="transparent"/><param name="flashvars" value="myid=25228324&path=2009/07/13&mycolor=050505&mycolor2=383737&mycolor3=db1111&autoplay=true&rand=1&f=4&vol=100&pat=16&grad=true&ow=400&oh=180"/></object><br><a href="http://www.mixpod.com/playlist/25228324" target="_blank"><img src="http://assets.myflashfetish.com/images/get-tracks.gif" title="Get Music Tracks!" style="border-style:none;" alt="Music"></a><a href="http://www.mixpod.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://assets.myflashfetish.com/images/make-own.gif" title="Create A Playlist!" style="border-style:none;" alt="Playlist"></a><br /><a href="http://mixpod.com">Music Playlist</a> at <a href="http://mixpod.com">MixPod.com</a></p></center> <br> <br> <div class="head"><b>CHATTER<br></div><br></b> <p align="right">TAG PEOPLE!~<br>  <div id="cboxdiv" style="text-align: center; line-height: 0"> <div><iframe frameborder="0" width="160" height="305" src="http://www2.cbox.ws/box/?boxid=1635419&boxtag=gljw0b&sec=main" marginheight="2" marginwidth="2" scrolling="auto" allowtransparency="yes" name="cboxmain" style="border:#FFFFFF 1px solid;" id="cboxmain"></iframe></div> <div><iframe frameborder="0" width="160" height="75" src="http://www2.cbox.ws/box/?boxid=1635419&boxtag=gljw0b&sec=form" marginheight="2" marginwidth="2" scrolling="no" allowtransparency="yes" name="cboxform" style="border:#FFFFFF 1px solid;border-top:0px" id="cboxform"></iframe></div> </div>  <div class="head"><b>CRAVINGS<br></div><br></b> <p align="right"> I WANT FABLE 2!!!(got it and finished)<br> Good results (NADA) <br> happy life..(NADA)<br> a nice girl to share my life with (put off till further notice)<br> ;(<br> If you ever want something, you gotta work for it, and not expect someone to drop it on you.<br> </p> <div class="head"><b>LiNKS<br></div><br></b> <p align="right"> <a href="http://www.friendster.com/superflymiser.com/">My Friendster</a><br> <a href="http://www.bakaa-keke.blogspot.com/">Aries. Bakakeke!</a><br> <a href="http://www.allstar-allied.blogspot.com/"> Azam; floorballer </a><br> <a href="http://www.itsablogspotdotcom.blogspot.com"> Bec;The death defiant</a><br> <a href="http://myunknown-blog.blogspot.com"> Berlinda ze'unknown'?</a><br> <a href="http://www.break-this-record.blogspot.com/"> Cadet Benjamin XD </a><br> <a href="http://calyn-n.blogspot.com/"> Calyn ClassMatey </a><br> <a href="http://www.b00ya.blogspot.com/">Celine;Booyaz! </a><br> <a href="http://www.stupid-unicorns.blogspot.com/">Charlene;Chachambo.</a><br> <a href="http://www.gans-th-addicted.blogspot.com/">Charlene, faiz's god mei</a><br> <a href="http://www.princess-eme-eternity-swirl.blogspot.com">Emelyne</a><br> <a href="http://princesslovespurple.blogspot.com">Ena; lil princess</a><br> <a href="http://degrimmreaper.blogspot.com/">Faizal metal bro, ex tution and one of the 3 musketeers bro </a><br> <a href="http://www.pansypuddy.blogspot.com/">Frans</a><br> <a href="http://experiencesfromastrangeworld.blogspot.com/"> G choik primary sch buddy</a><br> <a href="http://celestialmoments.blogspot.com/">Hafizam;Blackie</a><br> <a href="http://jewels094.blogspot.com">Jasmine;jaspiggy</a><br> <a href="http://www.fated-love.blogspot.com/">JiaLing</a><br> <a href="http://asweetbumblebee.blogspot.com/">My darlin lil sis jacq. </a><br> <a href="http://www.ice-s-cream.blogspot.com">Jazlyn</a><br> <a href="http://www.masked-for-life.blogspot.com/">Jin Chen;lamer</a><br> <a href="http://thatsmil-e.blogspot.com/">Jonie</a><br> <a href="http://www.starsandstoneroses.blogspot.com/">LiLing!PriSchoolMate</a><br> <a href="http://lovelife-justniico.blogspot.com/">Nata de nico!</a><br> <a href="http://www.mysecret-stories.blogspot.com/">Sarah</a><br> <a href="http://ladeee-freak.blogspot.com/">Shahridah red cross healer</a><br> <a href="http://shatterednhurt.blogspot.com/"> Shazlia emo rocker</a><br> <a href="http://www.iwrestledyourmomonce.com/">Sufyan bro / buddy </a><br> <a href="http://www.nightkidinthedark.blogspot.com">Vincent;xiao bin</a><br> <a href="http://actoninstinct.livejournal.com">YouJin Or Eugene ^^ </a><br> <a href="http://thesmilingbaker.blogspot.com/">Ziyi; le lone baker</a><br> <div class="head"><b>My recoomended funny vids!<br></div><br></b> <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/AWIOKFsWtCI&hl=en&fs=1&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/AWIOKFsWtCI&hl=en&fs=1&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> The grind 1 pt 1 <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Ealfr5_jWgs&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x3a3a3a&color2=0x999999&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed 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type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> The grind 2 pt 2 <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/FvPbxZmZxZ8&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x2b405b&color2=0x6b8ab6&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/FvPbxZmZxZ8&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x2b405b&color2=0x6b8ab6&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> History of the F word <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/DiSSk2tSq7U&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0xcc2550&color2=0xe87a9f&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/DiSSk2tSq7U&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0xcc2550&color2=0xe87a9f&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> Fable 2 demo <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/r-FkwA8A_JI&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x402061&color2=0x9461ca&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/r-FkwA8A_JI&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x402061&color2=0x9461ca&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> Fable 2 gameplay <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/HVGQIkYN2uI&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x5d1719&color2=0xcd311b&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/HVGQIkYN2uI&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x5d1719&color2=0xcd311b&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> Halo theme guitar 3 expert mode <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/lZ-p4Q9W-qg&hl=en&fs=1&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/lZ-p4Q9W-qg&hl=en&fs=1&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> Lorraine goes to the dentist. very funny <br> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1zCrpzpV2e0 <br> This is a link to a damn nice mini series of bmw driving with Clive Owen as the driver and stuff. this vid his handless drift is like. omg.. <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/KA2B5X0LhMY&hl=en&fs=1&rel=0&color1=0x3a3a3a&color2=0x999999&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/KA2B5X0LhMY&hl=en&fs=1&rel=0&color1=0x3a3a3a&color2=0x999999&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> Check out the moon walk. its OMGish <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/wSfA66AlS3Q&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x2b405b&color2=0x6b8ab6&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/wSfA66AlS3Q&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x2b405b&color2=0x6b8ab6&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> Funny skit by mad tv. really must watch. here pussy pussy pussy!^^ <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/NOGtJECW4pk&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x006699&color2=0x54abd6&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/NOGtJECW4pk&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x006699&color2=0x54abd6&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> sex face.. lols. <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/ZKslDLPpp34&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x234900&color2=0x4e9e00&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/ZKslDLPpp34&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x234900&color2=0x4e9e00&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> French beat boxer Joseph part 1 <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/APMxJz1f4Sc&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x3a3a3a&color2=0x999999&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/APMxJz1f4Sc&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x3a3a3a&color2=0x999999&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> French beat boxer joseph Part 2 <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/tn1pFTiaDdg&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x3a3a3a&color2=0x999999&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/tn1pFTiaDdg&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x3a3a3a&color2=0x999999&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> French beat boxer joseph part 3 <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/T-TA57L0kuc&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x234900&color2=0x4e9e00&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/T-TA57L0kuc&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x234900&color2=0x4e9e00&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> Funny live video of the famous "internet is for porn" <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/bo3eFundhmY&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x402061&color2=0x9461ca&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/bo3eFundhmY&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0x402061&color2=0x9461ca&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> The maple story spoof for the vid " the internet is for porn" <br> <object width="425" height="349"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/kK1KbI_91o4&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0xe1600f&color2=0xfebd01&border=1"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/kK1KbI_91o4&hl=en&fs=1&color1=0xe1600f&color2=0xfebd01&border=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowfullscreen="true" width="300" height="200"></embed></object> <br> Damn funny video by TheGuild maple video on killing a snail. <br> <object width="432" height="351"><param name="movie" 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How am I like? <br /><br />Why am I the way I am..? Normally i'd blame my parents and stuff but I can also be blamed for the choices I make, honestly this is less of a blog, more of a .. self- reflection kinda thing. But I guess I just let people read it and stuff. <br /><br />Why do people have cliques, is it because they have common interests? Or they just like the other people in that group more than others.? <br /><br />Why do people, confide in others one day, stick by them, help them, then, be a completely different person the next? <br /><br />How do people change from being a complete brother one day and be a complete asshole the next.?<br /><br />What is popularity and why does it affect people in the class.?<br />Easily, you can tell the somebodies and the nobodies. If you can stand at the side, and tell, are you being partly buyous? Can you seriously be a spectator without taking sides?<br /><br />Why, do people have purposes and how do they know what they are. My guess that it is undefined, left to them to find out.. <br /><br />For example.. i dont understand people sometimes as in.. their view on you. that can completly change. like.. if i wer'nt doing something at all, just stoning at something. they'd say im annoying and i'd be surprised, trying to prove my innocence , then they'd say that this is evidence that im annoying. This action actually pisses me off and esp more when the person waves it off when i got actual evidence that i worked hard to get.. <br /><br />Why do I care for such people.. Why do i care for my friends who care nothing for me. People might not say i care, I know that im selfish and stuff. evil even. But i do that cause.. i jus dont know.. maybe to get attention? Maybe to set a .. name for myself? I dont know, some say i have a different personality, i used to think so but i waved it off cause i thought that i'd agree to this jus to make me more interesting that i have a 'different' person. <br /><br />i dont get it. why i care for people who care nothing for me. Why, cant i get angry at hypocrites and stuff after a while, why cant i just stay angry, i keep tellingmyself that everyone around me is a good person. Even if he or she does evil things , he or she probally have a good reason for it. Sometimes when i managed to get the courage to ask that person they'd just wave it off as , duno, dunno, how'd i know? .<br /><br />This leads me to beliving that people do things mostly to get attention from others and to be more appealing to others. Why do they, insult friends who've been there for them , just to get a short term attention and 'thumbs up' from some 'popular people'? <br /><br />This leads me to question people's belives for materialistness and other things like.. appeal to popular people thus making him or her feel better about him or herself...<br /><br />Yes i ask these questions for nothing and sure people wont understand it. soon they'd just wave it off and said that im just thinking too much, why'd i have to think so much and stuff. I tell anyone who reads this. If i care for that person enough, just as a friend, I dont mind risking my life for him or her. Be it to stop a bullet or push him or her out of harms way, i can swear that i'd do it. Of course as long as it is reasonably life threatening like someone being emo and keep cutting themselfs i wont offer my arm.. worst come to worst i'd offer my blood if need be.. <br /><br />Sure people now will say that i can be a great friend at times, i can seriously be annoying the next. " seriously randolph sometimes you can really be a great friend, but when you're annoying i really feel like slapping you. " when i asked this person what i did to make me annoying she simply said that " I dunno, you just do." honestly im speechless at this thing and then it leads me back to questioning people's friendship with others and just why are they friends. What do i do. that make people irritating. why cant people care for me and do they really care for me? who even acknowledges i exists. <br /><br />Just, how much help can a hug be.<div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div></font><br> <div align="left"><b><center>5/03/2009 11:30:00 PM</b></center> </div></font> <p> </center> </div> </div> <SCRIPT language="JavaScript1.2"> /* Roaming Cursor script (By Kurt at kurt.grigg@virgin.net) Modified and permission granted to Dynamic Drive to feature script in archive For full source, usage terms, and 100's more DHTML scripts, visit http://dynamicdrive.com */ //specify path to cursor image var cursorpath="Boooo.. im a floating text! fear me!" if (document.layers) {document.write("<LAYER NAME='PoInTeRs' LEFT=10 TOP=10><img src='"+cursorpath+"' width=17 height=22></LAYER>")} else if (document.all){document.write("<div id='pOiNtErS' style='position:absolute;top:10px;left:10px;width:17px;height:22px;z-index:50'><img src='"+cursorpath+"' width=17 height=22></div>")} count=-1; move=1; function Curve(){ abc=new Array(0,1,1,1,2,3,4,0,6,-1,-1,-1,-2,-3,-4,0,-6) for (i=0; i < abc.length; i++) {var C=Math.round(Math.random()*[i])} howbend=abc[C]; setTimeout('Curve()',1900); return howbend; } ypos=10; xpos=10; degree = 60; function MoveRandom(){ PathBend=degree+=howbend;//ok! 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